[He still doesn't look entirely convinced. He appreciates the attempt - really. But nevertheless...]

...Even if I didn't expect to react that way, it could have been fatal. If Snake hadn't deflected it, or I--

[His voice breaks off, and he looks away.]

...My first instinct was to aim for the throat. [He did manage to alter its course slightly, but it still certainly would have hurt if it had hit. At this point, he'd feel uncomfortable with any kind of weapon, whether it was tucked away for safety or not.]

Heiji was right. I don't know much about who I am. Until I do, I'd rather not take any chances.