Seriously though this was heavy shit all around so Hershel sighs softly, rubbing the side of his neck a bit awkwardly.]
He told me I killed someone. [He glances away- yeah, he was really hoping this was the right thing to do.] It was the blackmail he used, he said he'd tell everyone that. I ended up telling Heiji, I'm still not sure why, and well-
[He looked back over to Sasuke almost sheepishly.] He told me some of the same stuff I told you before. We just... we don't know until we get our memories back. He told me he didn't believe I was really capable of something like that, and the way I was reacting was more telling than whatever Calhoun was trying to pull. Until we get our memories back we can't understand context, or how much of the truth Calhoun is willing to stretch, or... well, just I know this can't be easy, and even if you take everything I say to heart it won't stop you from wondering but-
[Holy shit this is so long I'm sorry.] Sasuke, I truly believe you're a good person. I know I must sound naive about this sort of thing but no one who cares this much about being forced to hurt someone else could really want to do it, could they?
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Seriously though this was heavy shit all around so Hershel sighs softly, rubbing the side of his neck a bit awkwardly.]
He told me I killed someone. [He glances away- yeah, he was really hoping this was the right thing to do.] It was the blackmail he used, he said he'd tell everyone that. I ended up telling Heiji, I'm still not sure why, and well-
[He looked back over to Sasuke almost sheepishly.] He told me some of the same stuff I told you before. We just... we don't know until we get our memories back. He told me he didn't believe I was really capable of something like that, and the way I was reacting was more telling than whatever Calhoun was trying to pull. Until we get our memories back we can't understand context, or how much of the truth Calhoun is willing to stretch, or... well, just I know this can't be easy, and even if you take everything I say to heart it won't stop you from wondering but-
[Holy shit this is so long I'm sorry.] Sasuke, I truly believe you're a good person. I know I must sound naive about this sort of thing but no one who cares this much about being forced to hurt someone else could really want to do it, could they?